I am so sorry for your loss. No words can approximate the hurt you must feel right now. I was so saddened when I read about, I had to turn off the computer and go watch my two little ones sleep. It appears from your posts that you will approach this tragedy as, I think, you do most things in life; with grace, elegance and strength. As someone told me when my father passed last year, the pain will fade and the memories will bring only happiness. I hope that day comes soon for you and your family. Our thoughts and wishes are with you.